⭐A healer of an inspirational, vibrant energy who knows how to heal with creativity, aiming towards my dreams for a better future as I help others to do the same. Known as the trailblazer Yokoshima, my name is Jakulaith Sir'Musawi Wolff, an entrepreneur, artist, fashion designer, singer, author/poet, a survivor of all kinds of traumas including homelessness. Battered but not yet broken, my mission is to heal, spread love and creativity with fun and positivity, choosing good-will and love over hate and anger.
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My Life Goal is to live loved and die missed, leaving an inspirational, meaningful legacy behind me for generations to come...
MY MISSION:
Shooting stars! ♥
My brand in a nutshell, as my story and fashion business name conveys, is all about pushing through the SANDSTORM with a lucky smile and becoming the best version of yourself to heal by reprogramming your mindset and embracing the freedom of imagination and the magic of creativity, as I've always been doing relentlessly ever since making my childhood daydreams My Solace Space, influencing and inspiring everybody to soften and stay strong, kind and loving of themselves and others to lead on a successful, prosperous, and fulfilling life well into the better future and beyond.
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WHAT '邪YOKOSHIMA' MEANS:
Known to my followers as my alter-ego, 邪 YOKOSHIMA is my FREE WILL, this obscure superpower within me that always comes to save me whenever I find myself at my lowest and need help the most ever since it came to change my life by changing my spirit during high school when my nickname used to be Zombie as I was bullied for looking and walking like a walking dead sans feelings, becoming my new nickname the universe gave to me next as I suddenly found charisma by finding my lost self and purpose when I started listening to Japanese Rock (J-Rock) music that inspired me to be ambitious, so I used to learn Japanese because I wanted to be a J-Rock singer and a classmate came up with this random Japanese word YOKOSHIMA without knowing it actually meant 'devious or evil', which was what everybody around me accused me of being because I started Youtubing and that was wrong and evil to them that the word spread around and it was such a horrible life— I found the nickname quite ironic how I was 'sinning' by simply singing, dreaming innocently into becoming a Superstar like the child me wanted but he was living in a music-less life, or an idol really because I had the lucky charms in me to spread sparkles… a dream stripped away from me for unfair, ridiculous, religious reasons I'll disclose in my book, so I decided to keep the nickname because the universe gave it to me.
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ABOUT ME:
Je ne sais quoi of an abstract nature, I am a survivor, self-established from nothing besides all kinds of traumas. I ran away from a toxic childhood, household... a country, with neither friend nor kin by my side or even money just to chase after freedom and find happiness, by travelling to a whole new world setting off into a journey of self-exploration. A traveler and a dreamer like you, I am also a once-in-a-life-time trailblazer, self-made and self-named, my pride my unusual and explosive sense of optimism. I am all about staying funk-and-fun throughout turmoil by turning pain and misery into colours and beauty to drive my Starlight starship of a fulfilled sense of self towards the stars... sparkling like celebratory champagne, rizzing the world with precious, lucky charms that heals hatred and spreads magic, erasing anger.
'Jakulaith Sir'Musawi Wolff' is my self-made name because, leaving a most toxic religion that destroyed my sense of self and brought me nothing but pain and frustration ever since childhood, I have become my own god who created my self, my own identity, to get rid of the skin of what was never who I am to begin with when I was given a name and body that never fit me, the mind. My BOOKS shall explain to you my story in depth, but I changed my own fate by writing a whole new story for myself, you can search Al-Musawi family as it may help you understand who I really am but also why I feel insist that it may be just my purpose to help others, that going through so much pain to inspire and heal the world may be just the greatest privilege and a humbling responsibility my greatest ancestors had passed upon me for generations after all.
Part of my French-sounding self-given name, Jakulaith, being inspired by the pet of the main character in 'Remi, Nobody's Child', means Lion in Arabic as it symbolizes the Lion’s Shumukh pride, for living with my head high as my dignity is my crown of gemstones, because it was now above the surface ever since escaping that grave (country) in which all these bigots I’ve left behind will be forever drowning, while I was brave enough to change my fate and try to live a meaningful life by breaking the chains of bigotry and all impossibilities, setting off into an exciting unknown journey on my own to explore newfound feelings and discover new ideas or facts I was never told or taught existed because I’ve been brainwashed… so brainwashed that I didn’t know the simple fact of exploring the open world and myself in it is how ‘living’ works; had I not been able to leave that grave I couldn’t call home because I was never welcomed, then I would have never lived to begin with because to me, the first day I was born, when ‘I’ started existing and actually living, feels like the day I made it out before being completely buried, when I was welcomed by the Australian breeze out of the airport like a warm hug and something clicked in me— Little did I know that this was because I was going to find Home here in the end, and even throughout homelessness after graduation as the park I slept in was my only ‘Home’ in the literal sense as I was on a bridging visa hanging in limbo between whether I’ll have to go back to the grave and committing thought-crime or start a new life and think freely outload.
My upcoming survival handbook, ‘Shumukh’ (in Arabic meaning deserving of the highest with an elegant and humble sense of pride), will be sharing with you lessons on how to be brave for you and others, stay vigilant and graceful, noble, kind and serving no matter what you go through, on healing with profound thinking, wisdom and obvious wits, and about embracing one’s dreams no matter how late it may seem to chase after their glowing butterflies so long you can still see them in the distance or even feel them in you, and learn how to be refined with self-worth that is Shumukh, accepting and enjoying one’s own identity as is instead of wasting your energy on brooding over it, to thrive into a better future without dramas… a sacred book whose mission being making no excuses why one shouldn’t cleanse the heart from hate by renewing trust and keep having faith in thyself and people, the universe, no matter how much they humiliate them, for not all fingers are the same, even if the more you’re hurt, the harder it is to believe— I know, but only love wins and lovers are the real winners.
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WHAT DO I WANT?
My massage to the world is embracing self-worth and self-love at their finest. Years of daydreaming in secrecy as a coping mechanism to ignore all the ever-coming traumas ever since as young as I can remember had eventually, naturally, turned me into a comforting-worlds experimentalist due to prolonged loneliness and depression, that is why I am now all about healing oneself with free imagination, holding into dignity with pride and self-composure, trying to have fun while trying to stay alive in the light in a dead dark existence, coming back to life over and over again by standing up again and again, embracing dreams, erasing pain with vitality, shining and going stronger, staying sincere to oneself, patient and resilient, being content and grateful to have what someone else doesn’t, enjoying life as is… and all about renewal, having faith in people, and believing in love, because that's the only way, baby!
WHY?
Surely, by reprogramming my mindset every day, I must have become an unstoppable force of optimism if I keep on living with a smile despite everything I went and still go through that comes to mind I've even been overcoming all alone with neither friend nor kin by my side all the while coping with this toxic cocktail of mental disorders stretching from depression, PTSD, borderline, bipolar, anxiety disorder, paranoia, and all the jazz… stemming from severe domestic violence, parental negligence and toxic friendships, rape, physical and mental abuse, homelessness, self-harm, bullying, suicide attempts, social isolation and more as the list goes on and on that even my psychiatrist is confused what I exactly have anymore. Still, instead of submitting to depression due to being humiliated as well as pushed aside when I submit my story and artworks from this book to art grants and opportunities because I do 'way too many things' or ‘look better off’, also pushed aside quite literally in my toxic jobs before for being too good and too loved by customers and so capable of doing everything that I was mistreated and misused and walked all over and made to do everything too exhausting for my frail and starved body that everybody hated doing, then I decided to listen to my body and take all the damn time to heal while producing and doing even more and more instead of giving up just to show the world what I'm made of, to prove myself that they’re all wrong... what they think of me and made me think about myself is all unfair, what their pains turned me into in the end: a gold nugget in the bottom of a dark cave, a gem after so much pressure. If the world doesn’t want you, baby, shock them, force your way in and get into the storm to take what you deserve was ribbed away from you, YOU. Speak up for yourself and self-advocate when nobody does, love yourself especially when nobody else does, be listened to, to what you have to say especially if you’ve, like me, ended up becoming a cluster of gold in the bottom of a dark cave not just a nugget, but a chest of treasure, a jar of lessons, a hidden gem after so much pressure that is yet to be discovered. Establish yourself.
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FOLLOW MY INSTAGRAMS:
Fashion business: @sandstorm.fashion🦋
⭐️Personal: @yokoshima.diary 🌙
🎨Art: @yokoshima.galerie🚀
💭Doodles ‘Mr. Funky Random’: @mister.funky.random 😋