About a year after making this precious artwork of mine, I humbled myself by giving it away for free to a person who worked in the city townhall to show how grateful I was to them for offering me the big opportunity of becoming the visual art representative for busking in Melbourne, something I never expected to come at me, so, naturally, I greatly embraced the opportunity with passion in the hope to be discovered.
You can search my name adding ‘Busk On Lane Project’ or simply find the video on my Youtube channel if you wish to see that said interview I had with them. That was the first time I found myself out of my shell in front of a rolling camera and in public because the honourable role brought me confidence about what I am and what I do, given I feed on self-doubt for a living due to my toxic upbringing, but that was also the last time I ever had an interview thereafter because I’ve got a bad luck that I had to return to hospitality soon after, return to depression… just to make a living without actually living in any way, shape, or form, because of which I’ve stopped busking altogether due to emotional fatigue in the end as I lost touch with my dream, with myself, with my purpose, so I found no motivation to try again.
Losing myself over and over again had been so hard that even now that I managed to find it again, I’m  still haunted with the depression caused by all these traumas I’ve got myself for simply not being surrounded with the right people who saw me for what I am, but now that I reconnected with my lost self again somehow one more time… I’ve got to connect with those who can connect with it, too, so I can thrive.
So I’ve got to go out there.
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Diametre: 20.5cm